I'm in love with a trans woman

This is an unscripted rant, so prepare

 No I am not dead, I was just busy doing other things..
You know what it is, to much to do, just not enough time.
Spending my time on YouTube, developing my anime child Ivy to a twitter and YouTube personality, and at my age I never thought I would ever fall in love again.

Now the story:

I have always  been sympathetic to the LGBT++ community. 
Not because they ARE LGBT++, but because they are most usually loving and caring people.
Years ago I posted a blog about how bad I feel that because of bigotry, stupidity and simple intolerance transgender women are almost forced in to doing sex work, like prostitution or porn just to make a living.
These girls are not converted or modified men!a
You convert or modify hardware like motorcycles cars houses, but not human beings.
Transgender persons are people with desires dreams and wishes for a happy life, just like you and me.

As a man, who is mostly attracted to women I have always felt sympathy for trans gender people.
And I learned a lot like a transgender woman does not have to be taken for granted to be attracted to men, She can als be attracted to women, to other trans women or both men and women..
What ever their preferences are it is about love.
And what is wrong with that.
The pas few weeks I learned a lot more about what makes trans gender people to what and who they are. 

Believe me I had a lot to learn and I am still learning, because I want to..
I am not one of these conservative minds that won't take information because it goes against what I have been told in my up bringing.

What I have learned is a little on a side track of what I have learned in my life.
Like when having a penis or vagina does not necessarily make you a man of a woman.
It does represent your reproduction functionality, Sex is your equipment. but what happens in the brain is something different.

The brain is the most powerful sex organ any person possesses.
How sexuality develops is all in the brain.
Sometimes a female personality develops in the body with male reproduction organs.
This is not a mental disorder this is a perfectly fine personality with all the love and desires in the wrong body.
In my curiosity I have spoken to several trans women, was intimate with a few and was always struck by their kindness and honesty.
A trait I missed in most women I had relations with.
Like I mentioned earlier I am a man mostly attracted to women, but now trans women have my preference. 

There is one American transgender woman who I recently met on Twitter who confirmed what I knew inside..
I totally fell in love with her, there is no age gap, she is smart sweet and I think she is absolutely beautiful.
Bur I am here in the Netherlands and she is in the USA  and this can be a barrier..

I won't mention her name because however we have a lovely contact, I am not yet sure if the feelling is mutual.

Yes I am in love with a trans woman. 
And that on my age..